To Dr. Dana,

I would like to know why my daughter's Blanka Teresa Peridot's work at the UM in Orono suddenly vanished? She is the alumni of the University of Maine. How could she work over 4 years, graduating and being granted the Diploma , without a trace of her academic and social subsistence and individuality. That's not my daughter's nature! You had launched one Shakeel Ahmed Ibne Mahmood's undergraduate, as well, as graduate status within 2003-2004 and with all privileges attached, while he could hardly speak/write English! I am asking the University of Maine in Orono to investigate all published work by Mahmood and amend his papers WITH THE CREDITS GIVEN TO MY DAUGHTER, BLANKA TERESA PERIDOT, for she had drafted them, and ultimately had written Mahmood's "final paper". Why the university was not aware of it? Why the university had not intervened in the abuse of one of their students by foreign cultured Mahmood?! I am in the possession of all e-mails exchanged between my daughter and the "BanglaBangor" club at the UM in Orono. In addition, I would like to know Mr. Moreau's answer to my daughter's inquiry about the residence at the University Park ( these must exist as the University's records of dealing with its students! ).Mahmood was not an American citizen, and could not possibly be such an outstanding scholar, knowing my daughter's genius intelligence, and furthermore, Mahmood's premeditated exploitation of the American University; his bogus and hoax "career" to flourish "globally" in Pakistan and Egypt, and to exploit the Third World with the American credentials, and tragically, at my daughter's expense!...The "American credentials" seem, to say the least, controversial.I have asked about my daughter's research records e.g. Peru, for what she had credits published on the internet, but the University denies them, while the trip was sponsored/funded by the University. Finally, how the UM has commemorated my daughter's death ? May I have, please, the newspaper's issue in which my daughter's death has been announced?
Respectfully,
Teresa Chrzanowski

Shakeel Ahmed Ibne Mahmood

June 6

MAHMOOD:

I was watching TV and changing the channels and guess what happened? SPIDER MAN was going on and I started watching exactly at the same point where I stopped watching on that day. At last I could finish this movie watching. Thanks to GOD. He made it happen.

BLANKA:

You are a stupid fool to thank God for stupid shit like this; you make me so unproud by these words when you have so many beautiful ones. Wow, "at last" you could finish it, do you know how stupid you sound?

 June 7

BLANKA:

Hi Shakeel, Did you call last night? I was asleep, and the phone is not working so your number does not come up and I cannot retrieve my messages. I wrote your paper, I am attaching it, hope this works. However, from your notes one of the factors that makes a good mission statement is that it is "reflective of the environment". I took that to mean the natural environment, but now I am not sure. Is it the sociocultural setting of the agency that is intended? If so, I can amend it. See ya.....

June 12.

SHAKEEL [ to Donna.]

Donna, I still love her so much that is why I cant take it any more of acts. I hope you understand me. Now I am having tremendous pressure of losing her. Please pray for me.

Donna Fatum:

It was written day before yesterday. As you were talking today in the Starbucks that I should have a nice evening with her, and I really wanted to make it happen. But your friend thought that she should watch movie with other(s), rather having nice evening with me. Now I realized that how important I am in her life, she wants me when she does not have anything to do. Now she has friends and she does not even care what I want. I am sacrificing all my friends company to be with her and what she is doing. Watching stupid movie? which she can watch here. No, she will not do it. Today, when I heard about her pre-planned plan. Though I did not like it but I did not stop her as I wanted to see how far she can go or may be she will ended up not going there which I really thought. So I told her if you want to go then let me leave. Well, she does not want that thing happen, even she wants that I should stay here doing baby sitting and she will be going to watch movie with that (GAY) MAN and having a fun night (as she said once).Thats not point, the point is, if she was going for studying or going for any kind of important events, I would have love to do baby sitting. And I told her that, but she wants what she wants. Even I told her that when she will be away for TWO DAYS, I can look after her kid. I dont have any problem with baby sitting. I can stay the whole night for her. I have taken lot of shit(s) from her and this one, I just cant bear. She always wants to put me in her last track. Though she thinks that I am keeping her in my last track, actually she does it and she thinks may be I am doing just like her. I am really hurt what she did today, where I wanted to give her a nice evening and she gave me a nice BULLSHIT. I can tell no one here will like what she did, even she also told me that it is not right thing to do But she cant stop doing it. I told her before I left for Georgia that she should not bring any MEN to her house but she DID. And after coming from Georgia I forgave everything and thought she will change but she did not. I am so surprised about todays event. She was telling me that she had to wait till 1 am in the morning for me, but the point is what was I doing till 1.00 am in the morning? Was I enjoying my time with a girl or watching movie or having nice time with my friends or some girl giving me a blow job. What I was doing is STUDYING and that time she had no friends, if it happen now I can bet on it, she will NOT wait for me. And now she brings this lame excuse here so that she can talk back with me. there are many nights my friends wanted me to stay but I did not, I came to her place. EB, Hatim, Errol can not ever deny that. But look what she is doing? Would any one of them or any stable person stay with a person like Blanka? I know all my friends told me to give up this relationship. (Because you, them saw me everyday after I came from her house, how gloomy I was most the time.) But I just could not stop, cause I really loved her. I can tell that she will be losing everything that she holds. I dont want to say what she will be losing but I can that she has just lost me. She thought that I dumped her all the time but actually she creates a situation so that I can leave. This is a very tricky thing. So who is dumping who? I know she can handle this shitty relationship that she had with me. she is a strong girl with strong feeling about everything. Her treatments towards humans are ruthless. She forgets that she is dealing with humans not stones. In fact her dealings with animal are much more better then what she has done with me. I dont actually blame her she is like that, thats the way she was being raised. And her alcoholic mind is also helping her. But I am not her.Right now I am in her place. doing baby sitting, cause I want to see the end and I want see her for the last time and also I am doing BABY SITTING, I just cant leave like that. I believe that this time I will not come back to her to take more shit. As soon as she comes I will leave and I will leave for GOOD. Good luck to her life.No one needs to reply. I am hurt I wanted to share my sorrows and I am sure that what I am doing I am doing the right thing. I tried several times but I came back to her because I just cant stay without her. But today she pushed me to the wall and I cant go any further than quitting from this painful of life. I believe that she will also have a better life without me, though she thinks that she loves me. Well I can tell she does not know what love is. Nothing else. LOVE is very strong thing which she can not handle, well what I think she never handled it with care. Donna u left ones from her life. I hope u can bear her nature and I want you should stay with her, cause no one (including her New friends) will be around in one point. After coming to USA, I never thought that I will be in this kind of torture, I came from my country to escape from mental torture but my luck never on my side. But this time I will make sure that I will not get any more fucken torture from any fucken person.Sorry for writing this long mail as I am having a nice evening not with Blanka with BLANKA's four walls and she is having a wonderful evening with some one else.. not with me. That night I could not go as again my stupid love thought that she really wants to be with me. But yesterday again same shit happened, I had to leave her place early morning( I dont want to mention what really happened as it is too filthy..) and had to walk all the way to Errols place, which she does not even care rather telling me that " Will u shut the door when u leave?" Her love was so cruel. Today I went to pick my car and saw her with her new lover (Mike- may GOD bless him) he was laughing at me when he saw me. I could tell he is going to cry very soon, if he ever loves her or possibly that time he will dump her by laughing at her. I can tell that MIKE is gonna come to her place and will finish the rest of the unfinished work that he could not finish in the past. GOOD LUCK.

June 17

BLANKA:

 I love you

SHAKEEL:

love you more than u do.

"Respire"

by Mickey 3D

Approche-toi petit, écoute-moi gamin,

Je vais te raconter l'histoire de l'être humain

Au début y avait rien au début c'était bien

La nature avançait y avait pas de chemin

Puis l'homme a débarqué avec ses gros souliers

Des coups d'pieds dans la gueule pour se faire respecter

Des routes à sens unique il s'est mis à tracer

Les flèches dans la plaine se sont multipliées

Et tous les éléments se sont vus maîtrisés

En deux temps trios mouvements l'histoire était pliée

C'est pas demain la veille qu'on fera marche arrière

On a même commencé à polluer le desert

Il faut que tu respires, et ça c'est rien de le dire

Tu vas pas mourir de rire, et c'est pas rien de le dire 

D'ici quelques années on aura bouffé la feuille

Et tes petits-enfants ils n'auront plus qu'un oeil

En plein milieu du front ils te demanderont

Pourquoi toi t'en as 2 tu passeras pour un con

Ils te diront comment t'as pu laisser faire ça

T'auras beau te défendre leur expliquer tout bas

C'est pas ma faute à moi, c'est la faute aux anciens

Mais y aura plus personne pour te laver les mains

Tu leur raconteras l'époque où tu pouvais

Manger des fruits dans l'herbe allongé dans les prés

Y avait des animaux partout dans la forêt,

Au début du printemps, les oiseaux revenaient

Il faut que tu respires, et ça c'est rien de le dire

Tu vas pas mourir de rire, et c'est pas rien de le dire

Il faut que tu respires, c'est demain que tout empire

Tu vas pas mourir de rire, et c'est pas rien de le dire

Le pire dans cette histoire c'est qu'on est des esclaves

Quelque part assassin, ici bien incapable

De regarder les arbres sans se sentir coupable

A moitié défroqués, cent pour cent misérables

Alors voilà petit, l'histoire de l'être humain

C'est pas joli joli, et j'connais pas la fin

T'es pas né dans un chou mais plutôt dans un trou

Qu'on remplit tous les jours comme une fosse à purin

Il faut que tu respires, et ça c'est rien de le dire

Tu vas pas mourir de rire, et c'est pas rien de le dire

Il faut que tu respires, c'est demain que tout empire

Tu vas pas mourir de rire, et c'est pas rien de le dire

Il faut que tu respires, Il faut que tu respires, Il faut que tu respires, and Il faut que tu respires,

It is necessary that you breathe, It is necessary that you breathe It is necessary that you breathe It is necessary that you breathe

This obscure song has many messages. The translation, which I got off the Web, is a little rough, but the message is still there, the most important of which comes in the form of a question: what will we explain to our children’s children when they ask us how we could squander the Earth, their Earth, for our own pleasures?

They want to know what it feels like to have the luxury of forests and forest animals, what was it like. Many changes can occur in a few generations, and the elements of this singsong rapport are not far-fetched.

Mickey 3D also challenges the immoral ways in which the Earth was conquered, not with the conquerors own blood, sweat, and tears, but with others’: slaves and conquered people. Any way you look at it, it was all wrong.

"Il faut que tu respires," or, you must breathe, means many things to me. From a Buddhist point of view, you must breathe, concentrate on the Breath, and pay no mind to anything else. Well, that would be great to just sit back and breathe, but how long can we do that? This laid-back attitude may be a wee bit self-serving when faced with the obvious consequences. It is not okay to just sit back and breathe, and pretty soon, that may not be a viable option.

I think what the artist is saying by ‘you must breathe’ is in part, retrospective. If only the ones of old did that, we would be fine now. And in a sense, we still think that we are. But we are not. We are like deer caught in headlights unable to dart from the oncoming vehicle. We are actually watching the rape of the Earth and in our frozen state, immobile, and helpless to stop it.

 rememberI a commercial (late 80s, early 90s?) that depicted a mother and son, both wearing gas masks, and the boy asking his mother what trees looked like, which by that time were extinct on the planet. I never want to be asked that question.

Blanka's comments

( introduced to the artist by her mother )

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The University of Maine Alumni Association: Alumni Obituaries: 2000's

 HIS - ABOVE

BLANKA'S - POLISH-EUROPEAN-AMERICAN-JEWISH

DR.DANA,

Why you do not respond to our e-mails ?

Blanka was on the " Dean's List ", until Shakeel ahmed ibne mahmood's work.

Sincerely,

mother's fangs

Mr. Flisiuk:
I received your note. I can assure you we have scoured the University and with luck we found the materials we sent you. Faculty members typically return papers ad so forth to their students and I expect that is what occurred in your daughter's case.
We have forwarded her diploma and transcript and the one paper we were able to find and I know you have received these documents.
I am sorry that the other materials you are looking for are not available.
Sincerely,
Robert Q. Dana

DR. Dana...
You've had audacity not to respond to my wife's mail concerning our tragically deceased daughter Blanka Peridot. This is not going away Mr.Dana, I promise you it will escalate. Just check blankaperidot.com.
Our demands are the same
1) Send us copies of all Blanka's work in the university. Not few random pages with a note 'It's all we could find"
2) Commemorate her life in the press and websites
3) Investigate an opportunist Shakeel Ibne Mahmood who's now thriving in the world thanks to calculated exploitation of our daughter, academic fraud - she wrote his graduation papers, neglecting her work, loosing apartment in Talmar Wood which pushed her right into a downward spiral ending with her ultimate death.
4) Investigate discriminatory practice in University Park apartment complex. My daughter being homeless with her daughter was denied a dwelling there, while above mentioned Ibne just got it. It was Mr. Moreau there in 2004, if he still lingers on that job or somewhere else in the university, his performance should be scrutinized .

Michal Flisiuk


Robert Q. Dana
Vice President for Student Affairs and Dean of Students
The University of Maine
5748 Memorial Union
Orono, Maine 04469-5748

Telephone: 207.581.1406
Fax: 207.581.4215

"EMOTIONAL LOVERS", YUCK, SHAKEEL AHMED IBNE MAHMOOD

 TALMAR WOODS PROJECT: MORE TO COME !

IF YOU KNEW WHAT BLANKA HAD KNOWN

SHAKEEL AHMED IBNE MAHMOOD (right)

BANGLABANGOR- SHAKEEL AHMED IBNE MAHMOOD'S

(ON THE LEFT),

EMOTIONAL LOVERS. MAHMOOD TOOK AWAY BLANKA'S TIME, FLAT, AND HER MONE ALEX FOR SHAKEEL AHMED IBNE MAHMOOD