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IS HE IN HIDING IN THE MOUNTAINS BETWEEN PAKISTAN AND AFGHANISTAN, OR WHAT ?!

E-MAILS SAMPLE WITH "BANGLABANGOR"

Between BLANKA TERESA PERIDOT and ERROL MILLIOS (" ERROR " )

WHAT DO YOU THINK, MAHMOOD, WHAT ABOUT YOURS?!....

It is very negative of you to use the mistakes that Shakeel made
during your relationship to attempt to forward your position (or at least,
attain some sort of revenge).

I was well aware when I wrote that e-mail that it was low, but it was neither an attempt to forward my position or to exact revenge. In fact I just noticed he was recruiting roommates for an apartment I hoped to get but was discouraged from applying for by Ray, i.e. long waiting list, etc. The "vengeful" e-mail was spontaneous and a result of tension from being homeless with a kid for two months and then it being flashed in my face how easy it is for others. He has my apartment as far as I am concerned, and he could easily have gone anywhere else.

Those who administrate University Park will see this immediately, and your attempt will fail.

Again, no real attempt, Errol. I knew when I was writing it I was burning more bridges and would be viewed as spew from a bitter ex, at best, not to mention there is no proof for my accusations, and one, if proved would incriminate me as well.

Calling this a "sick, male-dominated society" flings the accusation at the administration that your request for housing was denied because the person in charge is a sexist man. He will not take kindly to this, whether he is sexist or not.

My request for housing was never denied, I could not afford the app. fee, I was severely discouraged by an institution that is technically Family Housing. I really do not care what Ray takes kindly to, as he heard my personal sob story and still claimed his hands were tied, then he offers that single male a full-sized apartment when Sabbath and I are homeless.

The "both of you" phrase you added at the end is clearly intended sarcastically, but they will not see the joke from your point of view.

This is not a joke and it is not my problem if less intelligent people cannot get something so simple. Ray and his administrative inertia spared five minutes for my situation and then moved on. Shakeel, well, he begrudged me a little more and did the same.

Whether Shakeel is a citizen of this country or not should not be an issue. There are countless non-citizens living in University Park. I would venture to guess that
it is more difficult for non-citizens to live in this country than for citizens. There is a plentitude of funding from the government available only to citizens (some of which I believe you are receiving; I am also receiving some).

My benefits have been cut, and I cannot get even into a homeless shelter in Bangor because they are full. I have no one, person or agency to turn to. It is not easy for me. I do remember clearly that Shakeel and some of his buddies more than happy to partake in the "plentitude" of gov't. funding I was receiving, with no thought to my needs.

Shakeel receives a tuition waiver, but he still has to pay a fee every semester, and on top of that he must pay for all of his living expenses. He was able to
get an assistantship for last semester and during the summer, but the grant money has been exhausted.

I wish I had his problems, let's see, typical graduate student situation, maybe better than some, no kids, rent split with roommates, if he pays at all, and eating out expenses. I could not afford to travel anywhere during Spring Break, or overseas over summer, etc., To quote him, "poor guy".
Given all that, I believe that your statement that he is a non-citizen
is at best not relevant to your argument. Furthermore, I am sure that
Shakeel did not force you to write his papers. He may have asked you, but I am sure that you did it because you wanted to help him.

Nobody forced me, correct, that is irrelevant though, he cheated, and yes I did also by helping him because I wanted to while I neglected my own work. He was selfish enough to persist that I write his final paper even when I was overwhelmed by my own problems. Pressure is forceful.

Shakeel did not maliciously harm you or interfere with your life. He left you because he felt that you and he were no longer positive influences for each other.

Shakeel has maliciously harmed me, I think you mean he did not do it intentionally. But he left me in a sneaky way without talking to me.

The email that you have sent is only continuing the negativity past the point at which it could have stopped. You are not only making his life miserable, but you are making your own life miserable by dwelling on miserable things.

I did not mean to make his life miserable, and my life is not miserable because of my situation and because I still cannot fathom losing him, and that I cannot help dwelling on, it is not my conscious intent to dwell on miserable things, and  I have many happy memories to dwell on as well, which makes it even harder

 How sweet is your revenge? Does its sweetness overcome the bitterness of
anger and sadness and regret? Revenge is like a drug. The more you take,
the more you need to achieve the same high. The more vengeance you
exact, the more you will need to exact to feel satisfied. Think rationally. Let go of Shakeel. He will not come back to you.

Revenge is not sweeter than getting back what I want, and it is not my motive. Obviously any satisfaction accomplished if that were my intent would be quickly reduced by guilt and more of the same sadness and regret. Please do not offer advice like "think rationally" to me. Have you ever been in love? Loving somebody who is initially a stranger and not bound to you by blood is irrational by definition. I have been rational, other than some prideless e-mails to him and the last one to Ray, I have not bothered him. I cannot let go of Shakeel, but that is not my choice, as he already has made the choice for me. I do not entertain any thoughts that he will come back to me, but given our past, and the essence of human nature, I cannot help but hope, right?

Accept that blame cannot be placed on people, but only on their interactions. Accept, therefore, that because of your relationship with Shakeel and not
Shakeel himself, you are in a worse position, but that life goes on in
the same way that it always has. Accept that any vengeance you exact at
Shakeel's expense will not improve either of your lives.
I have tried to honestly voice my opinion about the situation and my
opinion about what you should do. I hope that you can see that, whether I
have facts straight or not, I have used rational thought and common
sense. If I do have some facts wrong, you can at least use the same sort of rational thought and common sense as I have used to evaluate the situation from your point of view, and proceed in a way that benefits both you and Shakeel. My motivation for
writing this email is that as Shakeel's friend, I do not want to see him unduly stressed. As soon as he receives the message you sent, he will be in a high state of worry and panic.

Welcome to my world, I have been in a state of worry and panic for months, over many situations some known to you, most not. He could use a little fire under his ass, he is a spoiled little boy, and maybe these feelings new to him may make him a little more empathetic.

He is already under a lot of pressure as school is about to start and his living situation is still not completely decided. Additionally, his financial situation is
not to be envied. Please, for Shakeel's sake, don't try to bring him
down.

We are all under a lot of pressure, Errol. 12,000 are worrying about school next week, millions have living situations undecided. Most students financial situations are unenviable, especially mine at this point. But these are all par for the course, as students, as human beings, whatever. These are stipulations, useless to mention.

I am not trying to bring Shakeel down, my anger towards him is separate from that towards the university/University Park/"Family" Housing. I sent him a copy of the e-mail because I did not want to send an e-mail regarding him "behind his back" and I sent you a copy in case he had barred me from his e-mail, so you could let him know.

Errol, neither you nor him know the true essence of my character. You especially had little chance to find out, but Shakeel should know better. Again, this was not motivated by revenge. I tried to unsend the e-mail, but it is not available on this system. If the matter ever goes further than I intended, I will say I was drunk and mad and that it was all a lie, it's all I can do now

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Well, that's all fine and dandy. The main point is that Shakeel is

dreadfully concerned about you doing something that would cost him his

apartment, scholarship, or privilege of staying in this country. Perhaps he

should know better of you, but that's the concern he expressed to me, and that's why I was addressing that concern in my previous email.

Errol Millios

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June 7

Hi Shakeel,

Did you call last night? I was asleep, and the phone is not working so your number does not come up and I cannot retrieve my messages.

I wrote your paper, I am attaching it, hope this works. However, from your notes one of the factors that makes a good mission statement is that it is "reflective of the environment". I took that to mean the natural environment, but now I am not sure. Is it the sociocultural setting of the agency that is intended? If so, I can amend it. See ya.....

June 12, shakeel ahmed ibne mahmood to DONNA FATUM:

Donna:

I still love her so much that is why I cant take it any more of acts.

I hope you understand me.

Now I am having tremendous pressure of losing her.

Please pray for me.

*

Donna:

It was written day before yesterday.

As you were talking today in the Starbucks that I should have a nice evening with her, and I really wanted to make it happen. But your friend thought that she should watch movie with other(s), rather having nice evening with me.

Now I realized that how important I am in her life, she wants me when she does not have anything to do. Now she has friends and she does not even care what I want.

I am sacrificing all my friends company to be with her and what she is doing. Watching stupid movie? which she can watch here. No, she will not do it.

Today, when I heard about her pre-planned plan. Though I did not like it but I did not stop her as I wanted to see how far she can go or may be she will ended up not going there which I really thought. So I told her if you want to go then let me leave. Well, she does not want that thing happen, even she wants that I should stay here doing baby sitting and she will be going to watch movie with that (GAY) MAN and having a fun night (as she said once).

Thats not point, the point is, if she was going for studying or going for any kind of important events, I would have love to do baby sitting. And I told her that, but she wants what she wants. Even I told her that when she will be away for TWO DAYS, I can look after her kid. I dont have any problem with baby sitting. I can stay the whole night for her.

I have taken lot of shit(s) from her and this one, I just cant bear. She always wants to put me in her last track. Though she thinks that I am keeping her in my last track, actually she does it and she thinks may be I am doing just like her.

I am really hurt what she did today, where I wanted to give her a nice evening and she gave me a nice BULLSHIT.

I can tell no one here will like what she did, even she also told me that it is not right thing to do But she cant stop doing it.

I told her before I left for Georgia that she should not bring any MEN to her house but she DID. And after coming from Georgia I forgave everything and thought she will change but she did not. I am so surprised about todays event. She was telling me that she had to wait till 1 am in the morning for me, but the point is what was I doing till 1.00 am in the morning? Was I enjoying my time with a girl or watching movie or having nice time with my friends or some girl giving me a blow job.

What I was doing is STUDYING and that time she had no friends, if it happen now I can bet on it, she will NOT wait for me. And now she brings this lame excuse here so that she can talk back with me. there are many nights my friends wanted me to stay but I did not, I came to her place. EB, Hatim, Errol can not ever deny that. But look what she is doing? Would any one of them or any stable person stay with a person like Blanka? I know all my friends told me to give up this relationship. (Because you, them saw me everyday after I came from her house, how gloomy I was most the time.) But I just could not stop, cause I really loved her.

I can tell that she will be losing everything that she holds. I dont want to say what she will be losing but I can that she has just lost me. She thought that I dumped her all the time but actually she creates a situation so that I can leave. This is a very tricky thing. So who is dumping who?

I know she can handle this shitty relationship that she had with me. she is a strong girl with strong feeling about everything. Her treatments towards humans are ruthless. She forgets that she is dealing with humans not stones. In fact her dealings with animal are much more better then what she has done with me. I dont actually blame her she is like that, thats the way she was being raised.

Right now I am in her place. doing baby sitting, cause I want to see the end and I want see her for the last time and also I am doing BABY SITTING, I just cant leave like that. I believe that this time I will not come back to her to take more shit. As soon as she comes I will leave and I will leave for GOOD. Good luck to her life.

No one needs to reply. I am hurt I wanted to share my sorrows and I am sure that what I am doing I am doing the right thing. I tried several times but I came back to her because I just cant stay without her. But today she pushed me to the wall and I cant go any further than quitting from this painful of life. I believe that she will also have a better life without me, though she thinks that she loves me. Well I can tell she does not know what love is. Nothing else. LOVE is very strong thing which she can not handle, well what I think she never handled it with care. Donna u left ones from her life. I hope u can bear her nature and I want you should stay with her, cause no one (including her New friends) will be around in one point.

After coming to USA, I never thought that I will be in this kind of torture, I came from my country to escape from mental torture but my luck never on my side. But this time I will make sure that I will not get any more fucken torture from any fucken person.

Sorry for writing this long mail as I am having a nice evening not with Blanka with BLANKA's four walls and she is having a wonderful evening with some one else.. not with me.

That night I could not go as again my stupid love thought that she really wants to be with me. But yesterday again same shit happened, I had to leave her place early morning( I dont want to mention what really happened as it is too filthy..) and had to walk all the way to Errols place, which she does not even care rather telling me that " Will u shut the door when u leave?" Her love was so cruel.

Today I went to pick my car and saw her with her new lover (Mike- may GOD bless him) he was laughing at me when he saw me. I could tell he is going to cry very soon, if he ever loves her or possibly that time he will dump her by laughing at her. I can tell that MIKE is gonna come to her place and will finish the rest of the unfinished work that he could not finish in the past.

GOOD LUCK.

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June 17

BLANKA:

I love you

SHAKEEL AHMED IBNE MAHMOOD:

love you more than u do.

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JUST FEW SAMPLES; JUST WARMING UP !

DR. Dana..

You've had audacity not to respond to my wife's mail concerning our tragically deceased daughter Blanka Peridot. This is not going away Mr.Dana, I promise you it will escalate. Just check blankaperidot.com.

Our demands are the same

1) Send us copies of all Blanka's work in the university. Not few random pages with a note 'It's all we could find"

2) Commemorate her life in the press and websites

3) Investigate an opportunist Shakeel Ibne Mahmood who's now thriving in the world thanks to calculated exploitation of our daughter, academic fraud - she wrote his graduation papers, neglecting her work, loosing apartment in Talmar Wood which pushed her right into a downward spiral ending with her ultimate death.

4) Investigate discriminatory practice in University Park apartment complex. My daughter being homeless with her daughter was denied a dwelling there, while above mentioned Ibne just got it. It was Mr. Moreau there in 2004, if he still lingers on that job or somewhere else in the university, his performance should be scrutinized .

Michal Flisiuk

DR.DANA,

Why you do not respond to our e-mails ?

Blanka was on the " Dean's List ", until Shakeel ahmed ibne mahmood's work.

Sincerely,

mother's fangs

----- Forwarded Message ----
From: michal flisiuk <michalflisiuk@yahoo.com>
To: teresa <teresachrzanowski@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, May 20, 2008 11:24:19 PM
Subject: Fwd: Re:



Mr. Flisiuk:
I received your note. I can assure you we have scoured the University and with luck we found the materials we sent you. Faculty members typically return papers ad so forth to their students and I expect that is what occurred in your daughter's case.
We have forwarded her diploma and transcript and the one paper we were able to find and I know you have received these documents.
I am sorry that the other materials you are looking for are not available.
Sincerely,
Robert Q. Dana

michal flisiuk <michalflisiuk@yahoo.com> on Sunday, May 18, 2008 at 11:41 PM -0500 wrote:
DR. Dana...
You've had audacity not to respond to my wife's mail concerning our tragically deceased daughter Blanka Peridot. This is not going away Mr.Dana, I promise you it will escalate. Just check blankaperidot.com.
Our demands are the same
1) Send us copies of all Blanka's work in the university. Not few random pages with a note 'It's all we could find"
2) Commemorate her life in the press and websites
3) Investigate an opportunist Shakeel Ibne Mahmood who's now thriving in the world thanks to calculated exploitation of our daughter, academic fraud - she wrote his graduation papers, neglecting her work, loosing apartment in Talmar Wood which
pushed her right into a downward spiral ending with her ultimate death.
4) Investigate discriminatory practice in University Park apartment complex. My daughter being homeless with her daughter was denied a dwelling there, while above mentioned Ibne just got it. It was Mr. Moreau there in 2004, if he still lingers on
that job or somewhere else in the university, his performance should be scrutinized .

Michal Flisiuk


Robert Q. Dana
Vice President for Student Affairs and Dean of Students
The University of Maine
5748 Memorial Union
Orono, Maine 04469-5748

Telephone: 207.581.1406
Fax: 207.581.4215

GOLD DIGGER

SHAKEEL AHMED IBNE MAHMOOD

"EMOTIONAL LOVERS", YUCK, SHAKEEL AHMED IBNE MAHMOOD

MORE TO COME !

IF YOU KNEW WHAT BLANKA HAD KNOWN

SHAKEEL AHMED IBNE MAHMOOD (right)

BANGLABANGOR- SHAKEEL AHMED IBNE MAHMOOD'S (ON THE LEFT), EMOTIONAL LOVERS

YUMMY ALEX FOR SHAKEEL AHMED IBNE MAHMOOD

 _________________ALEX_________

BLANKA ON THE GRAVE of FRANTZ KAFKA

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UM RESEARCH

Regeneration

strategies

of Japanese

barberry

(Berberis

thunbergii DC)

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in coastal

forests of Maine

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Jennifer D’Appollonio,

MS Forestry Candidate

University of Maine

July 24, 2006

Advisory Committee:

Dr. William Livingston

Dr. Robert Wagner

Dr. Alison Dibble

 Acknowledgements

LivingstonBill

Bob Wagner

Alison Dibble

The Monhegan Associates, Inc.

The Wells Research Reserve

Chad Buie

Agata Chomicz

Blanka Peridot

Mike Day

Bill Halteman

Stacey Trosper

Harry and Lucia Miller

Mike Martell

Matt Kasson

Brian Curry

Mike Puleo

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ANYONE FROM THE JANUARY 2003 EXPEDITION TO PERU - CONTACT ME PLEASE ! I PROMISE QUID PRO QUO FOR THE PHOTOS WE HAD LOST !!!